Spike had never been a fan of antiquing, having made more than his share of disparaging remarks about the types of people who were, but this antiques mall happened to boast one of the best collections of vintage vinyl in the city.
Hunched over the newly replenished bins of punk records, Spike had tucked a few under one arm, feeling especially excited by the nearly pristine copy of Under the Big Black Sun he'd snatched up. It was the first spark of real pleasure he'd felt in months.
Gathering his purchases, he made for the counter, navigating around booths of oddities and treasured junk. As he passed a display of vintage toys, a flash of dark pink satin caught the corner of his eye and he found himself turning to get a better look. On the shelf, there was
a doll.
Blonde hair, cherubic cheeks cast in porcelain, and a tiered dress of pink satin and cream lace, and around her mouth, a red ribbon gag. She was not just any doll.
"Bloody hell," he breathed, reaching for her with trembling fingers.
Spike had shared love with others, since their separation. He liked think he'd learned to love better, though the reality was that he'd been as foolish about every one of them. Buffy. Andrea. Sweeney. But his Drusilla had been the first.
Well, there was Cecily, but that hardly counted, did it?
Dru, whom he'd dedicated himself to for over a century. Dru, whom he'd been adrift without. Dru, who'd been out of her bloody mind, and he'd loved her all the more for it.
Looking at the price tag hanging from Miss Edith's little wrist, Spike reared back, aghast. "Four-hundred dollars? Are you all out of your minds?"
"She's a nineteenth century antique in excellent condition. It's a steal," said the woman dusting nearby, her brow arched.
"Oh, I'm aware. Dru took care of the sodding thing like her own child," Spike grumbled, ignoring her look of confusion. After a moment of consideration, she came back with, "I could do three seventy-five."
"Oh, I bet you could," he said sarcastically, even as he snatched the doll off the shelf and carried her to the register. It wasn't like he could
leave her there. Dru might not be anywhere in sight, and he certainly prayed she never would be (he might have loved her more than his own life, but he couldn't fathom having to deal with her right now), but Miss Edith was a sacred thing.
Leaving her to some stranger would just be
wrong.
After having spent far too much money, which had now become finite without Sweeney's ever-replenishing pile of gold, Spike stalked out the back, into an alleyway, where he could skulk through shadows and train tunnels to make his way home.
[[Item post! Find Spike at the antiques mall, or shadow hopping his way towards his apartment. He's been a bit weird about wearing The Gem of Amara since Sweeney disappeared, so he's gotta be careful so he doesn't get too flamy in the sun.]]